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Losing Touch with the Reality

My daughter started her first day of school last Thursday. So far she has done well. Today I was not feeling so myself, nor did I feel so great either. Last night was horrible for me to end and all I wanted to do was cur…
Intimacy With God

There are long list of love language a person can claim having with God. As I have mentioned, mine is worship/listening the songs in praises of God's love. I admire those that have close relationship with God that is fil…
The Sole Purpose

Lately, I realized I am writing like as if I was in Xanga. Writing purposely nothing full of crap. What I have forgotten about under all that has been happening to me this past week was my purpose of being here.It is not…
Understanding Hate

In everything, there is a reason behind it. I began to thank God for all that has happened this week. I have had struggle with hate for a while that is not applying to anyone or anything in particular. Now that I experie…
Driven Outcast by The Local Church

Have you ever been kicked out of the church because you were too blunt and the things you said betrayed them? This is the first time I ever came across with a church that is filled with hatred toward me, threatening me w…
Best Friends

You ever watch the shows called "Dead Zone"? You have seen how close John Smith and Bruce is time to time, that even though it can be hard being friend with someone who can see the future/past? Do you know how close Jesu…
When the Trouble is Brewing

I will continue in what I do best. I am not perfect and I don't know the Bible all too well as I wish to admit. However, this time around, I will start taking my time before updating with God, to pray for His guideness a…
Just Wanting People To Understand

This is Josh (the Fiancee/boyfriend/lazy bum) many people get upset reading this blog, and I would like to know why? Why does the truth scare people and cause em to lash out? Why do people want the truth to be tempered b…
Offensive Things I Say

I have said hurtful things. I have put down a lot of people. In the past, current and I am sure there will be a lot down the road. Did I mean anything by what I said? At the moment when I wrote or said things, yes. But t…
Can the Weak be the Leader?

Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.1 John 4:7If I have found myself bashing the deaf church, does that make me a bad person? One of the c…
Hate is a Strong Word

Lately, I am able to say 'HATE' without emotions. Now, think real hard on that. Hate is very damaging on a lot of things, not just on emotions or people. It ruins so many emotions time to time that eventually it become …
Waiting For the Answers

It has been years. The feeling of waiting. It never went away. When I forget the feeling of waiting, I get about with my life as if I never had the feelings. Then it comes back, I would feel frustrated and really unsettl…
Choices To Keep Or Give Up

For a long time I have been in the struggle of keeping my relationship with Joshua alive. Sometimes I wondered if all this is worth the effort. If I want to put the blame on someone or something, I would have said it is …
How Desperate Can I Be to Need You?

Is this enough to show You how much I need You? God, it seems that it is never ending road of myself falling on the knees, rawing the skin off and folding my hands tightly together til the knuckles turn white.…