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Fading
I wanna scream.I wanna run away.I wanna cry.I wanna disappear!But what good is all that gonna do for me? No matters where I go, whatever I am trying to run away from, will follow me anywhere. There is no solution to wha… -
Spiritual Diets
I have been changing my spiritual diet. I have tried so many different ways but like actual diet, sometimes they failed. I don't believe that any diets can failed, it is all based on people's motivation. If they sticks w… -
Missing Key
Slowly as I have mentioned my walk became a crawl, my emotions has been getting rutted with depression once again. It has been a while when I have thought of suicide. Honestly when the first thought popped in, I was sta… -
Should I Quit?
If so far it seems that the church is not having any effect on my spiritual walk, does that give me the right to resign? Or would that be consider a "devil talk" to discourage my walk with God? Obviously right now, I am … -
Church Without Passion
It is worth the try going to church that holds no passion? Is it worth the time to hope for something great out of the church that offer no hope? For a while I have been attending this deaf church and at first I was fill… -
Will God Protect Me?
This remind me back when I was younger. I wanted write a story about my experience. I have been in a lot of situation where I could have been unfortunate. There was a time I was drunk walking home at 3 in the morning. T… -
What if My Walk becomes a Crawl?
Once again, I am already finding myself bored in my walk with God. This happened to me before. And when that did, I have allowed myself to fall and my walk became a crawl. This would be my fear. That slowly, my faith die… -
Confessions
As often as temptation burns everywhere, with easy access to give in, I have weakness that I fought on for a few hours as I kept thinking about my old ways. I was remembering how I would just not care while I commit sin … -
If you could only be remembered with one word, what word would it be?
"She was a Christian." I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too! -
Should I Worry?
1 Peter 5:6-7So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you. It has been a few days yet it seems li… -
God's Law vs. Man's Law
Lately I have been debating at the difference between God's and the Man's Law. Mainly the reason I have been thinking more of it, becoming aware of the differences, is that I want to get married. I was married once by la… -
As They Grow Up
I have heard so many parents and grandparents telling the new parents to slow down and pay close attention to their children because they will grow up too quickly. But still the advice were ignored and on the parents go … -
Reading the Bible
While I was straightening up the house, I moved my good ole bible to the first floor. Because I found myself lately to look up into the website BibleGateway.com to check into the verses from my devotional. Then I thought… -
Honor Your Parents
This morning I found myself waking up sad. This is the second day that my feeling has been in the pit. Maybe it is the fact that I got the news from my mother telling me she hitchhiked across state and is officially hom… -
Humbled before God
I am not used to this attention of the world I live in. I am only hungry for the attention of God. I woke up early this morning with a start. For unusual reason I cannot go back to sleep and decided to get on here.I n… -
"Anger is One Step Away from Danger"
I want to hate life but I know better. I want to be angry, but I know better. I wanna fall down and cry, but I know better. I want to jump off the bridge but I know better...... Most of all I don't wanna fight against th… -
Wanted: Guilt Free
In all the years of my struggle between my soul and God, I cannot recall when I have been completely full of remorse. Yet this is not a new feelings I have to face and it is not unfamiliar. I have dealt with this for far…
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